M.I.T. Edition 1

Me In Taylor's (MIT)Edition 1
Taylor's have gave me many opportunities. Opportunities that i never thought possible, and they came knocking twice so far...

One, was my future career.. never thought that Taylor's would give me a chance to join their in FHM 09 as part of their team.. and actually won something out of it... Though i wasn't really proud of the achievement as my part in the team was rather like a team player, and I didnt contribute much in the menu... but nonetheless, my resume is by far better..

Apart from this, Taylor's lecturers guided me futher to be the best student in my culinary arts batch. Here, I would like to Thank them. Their guidance was precious to me. I am 31yrs old. I may not need motivation, but i still need guidance...

The second opportunities that Taylor's gave me was a girl that i Loved actually exist, but i failed due to my mistakes and wrong choice of actions.. NO comment to that...

The Special Edition to M.I.T. are my friends. When you are working out there, you will never know when a smile with smut, or a smile with daggers.. But here in Taylor's at least in my group 1 and 2 was, by far, shown the best team efforts i have ever seen in my entire life and they are friends you can laugh with, friends you can hang out with, friends who can keep secrets, and friends who can be trusted...

For some reasons, when i see no purpose to join the degree program, i actually feel, kind of sad... i will miss all of them... sometimes, you just cant let go of the bonds that was built on FAQ (Friendly Assured Qualities)!! At least they don't fake too much... I hate "Mask" Riders!!

So, this year 2010, I chose to further my studies for the sole purpose to get my entire family (including my future spouse's) out of Malaysia. No, its not like I hate Msia, its just there are better opportunites out there than in Msia.. So should I say I love Taylor's ... yar... i kinda like it... but i still don't love it!

Know Your Partner

I had dated only one girl that I love in my entire life.. The rest, well, is an act of "freewill". Hey, they say if you never try, you would never know. So I did as the saying. Never once it work, the rest complain that I love going to an island of my own...

Perhaps its my fault.. i care less of their feelings, their reasons, their emotions. Knowing this, I did nothing when i'm with them. I show no affection towards the relationship, no effort to build the foundations. I am such a mean SHIT! But did i ever tried to court girls?? Yes. But never succeed, if they don't like me. Those who like me is a 90% success. There was one that gave me a reason that I will never forget. As she was crying, she said she find me so perfect, but because she is not (she was refering to something very personal) hence, she couldnt be with me...? Say what? What would I care about that? Look, past is past. History teaches not bleaches.

So what about the girl that I would fall for? I usually study them before i do any initial move. There must have some criteria before I would give a GO sign. I fell for a girl in Taylor's College for two years now... but i only have the guts to tell her after she left! (Yeah, I am a pathetic looser. Well, something happen in between, but i can't take that as an excuse... I made terrible choices..

What do i think about her? She asked me this question in my car the night before i last saw her, I didnt answer her at that time. I pretended, i don't care and i gave a "chin chai" answer. Then, why am i saying it now? I really don't know. I don't expect anything from this either. Well, she is cheerful, emotional, loving, lovely, short, really fatty nose(cute), fair, beautiful, incredible lovely smile, sweet lips, responsible, respect the elders, love the children, independent, family orientated, friendly, annoying, extremely mesmerizing eyes, love to disturb friends of same sex, perfect chin curve, playful, nature lover, sympathetic, peaceful, planner, natural mother, and love to travel and see the world with her own eyes. (she got almost all the qualities I like of a girl)

She is so perfect! Unfortunately, some qualities here are difficult especially the Planner. She would sacrifce anything for a plan to succeed (as long as it is not against the law or her dignity) for this reason, she will always fall into the victim of LOVE PARADOX. Her love and sacrifice fall under the same category call sacrifice love.

To be honest, I foresee that she will build a career for herself. There is no denying that. She don't need help and she wouldn't accept it (as long as there are choices). At age 21 this year, a bright future is awaiting her...

Where do i stand her Love Circle? well, i am outside the ring. K.O. in just 1 min. But the battle will always be there. World Championship title is not once in a life time.. As a friend, I will support her as much as i can and with all my heart. I would be her shoulder to cry on, and her "lifecorder"... if she ever needed it, and that is my lifetime promise.

COMPLAINS

Food and Hotel Competition..

Ohh... god dammmit... I still cant think of a good menu for my coming competition... SEAFOOD and SHELLFISH, Professional category.... with the strees load i have now.. nothing is possible. I dun find anything nice rite now... getting thinner... my pants are loosing up... I really need to see a doctor... I am half dead already...

Well, if i were to compare to the rest of the world.. i think i am better off... people like to complain... and they complain about anything that they dont like... so, you wanna tell the world how sad and bad your situation is, i suggest you Look at the people at Haiti now, then tell me who got problem...

Get things done.. i think the time you spend thinking to solve the matter at hand has much worth than whinning and complaining... get on your feet and move further than you are now... If where you are standing has nothing... then take a step further... and you might find something.,....

So James... Move FURTHER... MOVE IT!! MOVE IT!! MOVE IT!!