D.O.B. it!!

Don't Over Buy IT!!
With the ever on going growth of technologies and programs... i wonder if i ever be able to keep up... btw i think i am way to old for blogging.. my bones might break!!
I was again selected for competition, God Dammit!!... This time, i have doubts...The things i am now facing are as followed..
•sleepless nights since 13th of this month 3-5 hrs a day only(the torture),
•i cant focus my studies since the begining of all classes(the tests),
•i cant make any idea what to do for my menu (the resources),
•i am under scholarship (the requirements),
•i was betrayed by my college(the usual)...

well, like in any hero base story, they fight on...so, i cant fall back now... i have to continue a journey that i have set for myself.. though realising it is going to be hard... chinese say "if u have the heart, a steel rod can be mold into a needle" wow... when i was a kid, the first thing that came into my mind was perhaps the ancient have the ability to stop time, whr they start molding it while everything stop spinning... Viola...and a needle is produced almost an instant!!

anyway... the idealogy behind it does consist of 3 elements namely hardwork, time and motivation... each contribute to form a WILL to do it... from time to time, each element will set a test for us on the WILL we have created... breaks when we don't belief, breaks if we over confidient, breaks if we are being manipulated... so how we do it? Well, maybe this will do...wat do we call a Singh with 2 balls? --Balancing... we need to balance all three elements...

Perhaps i had BOUGHT too much things from Trouble-Mart and store it into my mind.....hey! the Trouble-Mart advertise saying it was free!! so i took it without thinking and without hesitation... I wonder if i ever be able to do it this time... they say u will never know until u try! Yar... very motivating!!.... VERY encouraging!!...

Well, to all my friends going for the FHA competition, good luck!